Just The Way Life Goes. ♥

SUPER headache :P

2009-11-13T04:21:00.000-08:00

BENG's birthday :D wooo. (partyy :P) well, we sorta went partying knina. parang nagfifield trip daw kami. nyahahaha :P it was fun :P so ganito. RUNDOWN of everything :P

morning: excited kami ng bongga. lalo na si inah. gawsh. hahahaha :))) so ayun, we cant wait,
noon: countdown :P
AFTERNOOOOOON: super excitement :P mejo :))) hahahahaha :P
so ayun, nagkasya kami sa car nila beng. sayang la si trish : si wigi nasa sahig na ng car. nyahahahaha :))))
SHAKEYS :D with ysa, elisa, inah, julia, jom, luigi, jaz, josh, monica, and beng ofcourse ;) tas.. aun. daming food. hahaha :P super nabusog ako. :P
SPAG, MOJO's, CHICKEN and PIZZA's :D nyahahahaha :P ayos di ba? ;)
TAPOS, bongga ung nasa shakeys na kumanta. NAKAKALOKA :)))))))))) nakakatuwa kaya sila :P hahahaha :P

tas ayun. laro sa funland ba un?
masakit sa braso magshoot ng basketball :P pero masaya. di ba bom? :P para namang mababsa nia to :)))
SUPER PICTURES :P
SUPER LAKAD :P
at tambay :P hahahahaha :))))
JUMP SHOT :D
tas binasa ko sila. nyahahaha :P dun sa fountain :D bleh :P
takbuhan. MORE pictures :D

tas aun. ininitan ako :D
punta kami starbucks. tambay. more pictures.
tas go home na ako. grbe, sbe ni dad 7 30. 7 pa lang andun na xa. hahahaha :P

natakot ako. grbe sila cjhay. nakakaloka. :D

ooh, happy birthday dn kay janine :D

ayun. so i made it home alive ;P friday the 13th ngaun. AYUN.
pero nde naman kamalasan.
although minalas ako kasi natapon ung iced tea. : hahahaha :P
thanks to beng, naging masaya ako.. kahit na dinisappoint nia ako. : :) lagi naman :P

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Such a stupid.... BLAHHH.

2009-07-30T22:04:00.000-07:00

Corny. Eh di umiwas ka. TAEEE.

YOU LET ME DOWN - White Horse.

Dapat mo talagang makita yun. Taee.
>.<

Ni wala ka ngang pake eh. Taeeee tlga.
WTH.

Bhla na nga. HAY..

Anlamig dito.. Woooo :D

Ayla, anak :)

2009-07-28T03:15:00.000-07:00

"Ma, pasensya na kung hinde ako present sa mga time na kinailangan mo'ko. I've been really busy with school lately. I AM SO SORRY. Babawi ako, I promise. Pabayaan mo sya. Wag mo kalimutan yung sinabe mo.. "Itatapal ko sa muka nya tong poem na'to!" Number one sya sa listahan natin. LOUISE. Kaya mo yan :) I know you can. You've been through a lot. Alam ko sawa ka na, lagi na lang ganto. Pero..we just have to put up with it, OK? Kaya yan. Distract yourself sa pagbisita ni Nicole, ayt?

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I don't want him - such an asinine person - to hurt you this way, to ruin your life completely. WAG, I have faith in you :)

Be strong. I love you Wis, always."

it's okay you know. wala un. :) its just, wala ako mapaghingahan dito sa bahay.
so i thought na, sbhn sau un.. i know you have your own set of problems, im sorry
kng dadagdag pa ako. i know kaya ko to. lagi naman eh. kahit na minsan ayaw ko,
kinakaya ko pa dn.. im a weak person, alam naman ninyong lahat un. i cant face this
SHIT all alone. haha. nakakasawa tlga. its tough. dealing with this na parang sa iba,
walang sense. hayun. i dont know what to do anymore. kaya tlgang masusunod yung
gusto nio na pabayaan xa. la naman ako mapapala ryt? mejo mahirap lng tlga..
and it takes a lot of crappy time to fix this hollow space in my heart again. harhar. hay.

i want to do that. honestly.. gs2 ko iatapal sa muka nia un.. gs2 ko xa murahin and all that.
but i cant.. kasi wala naman kmeng commitment sa isat isa. so magmumukang makapal lang ako. i love him.. kahit na UNTI lng. maybe it isnt love at all. maybe i just care for him.
and there's a so much following that word. natatanga ako actually. kasi ambilis ko magcare,
ambilis ko magtiwala. ang bilis ko MANIWALA. kng may award lng for pinakatanga in this world, ako na un. haha.

sana nga makagala na kme nila nicole. i want my mind busy 24/7. if thats possible.
sa twing nakikita ko xa, naiiyak ako. nung first day, i was wishing na sana matagal ang panahon. ang uwian matagal. pero ngaun, im wishing all this crap will be over everytime a subject is finished. ung self-confidence ko, parang nawala. i feel so NUMB.

hayy. sorry kng binubuhos ko lahat ng to sayo at dito sa blog na to.. pag nde ko kasi nilabas to, mababaliw ako ng tuluyan. im having a nasty headache. my period is not yet here and im feeling sick and tired and abnormal.
im feeling stressed and deprived of sleep ( cos of the tossing around in bed at night. ) ung appetite ko, antanga. my eyes are like BLAHH. hay. lahat na! haha. you see? its so harddddddddd. sana lalake nlng ako :)))

ayun. sorry ulit! :) and thank you thank you for being there for me. always.. sorry im such a bitch of a friend, but know that im always here for you. i love you. :)

Wasted Time.

2009-07-27T04:03:00.001-07:00

All for nothing.
Just temporary happiness.
Life always do that to me, everything temporary.
Just for a short period of time.

Sana sinabi na nia kasabay nun.
Para nde na doble doble sakit na nararamdaman ko.
It hurts me too much that I wasnt able to respond.
Harhar.

But I love him, even though that love is a LITTLE thing.
I want his happiness.

"I never want to see you unhappy.
I thought you were the same for me.
Goodbye my almost lover.
Goodbye my hopeless dream."

ARGH.
Drama chapter an naman sa buhay ko. HAY.

Just another memory..

2009-07-26T01:30:00.000-07:00

Just another memory..
To remember in the years to come.
Though it didnt last,
Im still glad it did happen.

Im going kinda EMO and lonely and all that.
I just miss him. And cry at the very thought of him.
It still felt good in a way that I got to know him.
Even just a little and for a short time.

I just wished he stayed longer by my side.

It's nice to feel loved and happy. :)
It felt like hell when I was left again. :)))
Not in the sense of, SOMETHING like that.
BSTA UN :))))

Im going to see him again tomorow.
Another pain to bear :))))
But at least I get to see his face.
Im going to talk to him. As Ayla told me.
I want this to be clear once and for all.

Goodluck sakin :)))

How, how could you say you love me.

2009-07-24T05:17:00.000-07:00

sooo not my day. hay. but it's happy in a way.
pure drama again. and laughs and cheers. :)
it's so lucky of me to have such supportive and

wonderful bestfriends. :)

bt kaya kelangang may mga taong ganun.

they dont even know me. so WTH.

snu ka para sbhn un. nakakainiss.

i don't even know where to start again

from THIS. i don't know what to do or

to be again. nakakaloka. nakakafrustrate.

ang emo ko na bitter :P hahahaha :))))))

i miss him. kea i cried. wth. im so babaw.

parang wala lng sknya eh. hay.

anyway, life goes on.. hay. bhla na sa monday.

bwiset, pag lng tlgaaaaa. HAHAHA. grr.